I’m drinking my first glass of red for over a week and it
tastes like the sunshine that made it. Suiting my mood after a memorable
weekend shot through with music and beautiful friends. Life would be nothing
without both those ingredients; flapjacks without sugar and butter; just the
dry oats.
Saturday began with a stint on the Out in Brighton show
which was great as always thanks to Kathy’s aplomb. I hope that one day I can
match her gold medal multi-tasking ability to think on her feet with a hangover
and without a script. Sadly there’d been no news from the Eitzel camp so we
filled the hole in the doughnut with a bit of chit chat about upcoming LGBT
musical delights, and after a quick post show pit stop at the Red Roaster I
returned home to relax the day away. To my surprise a missed call on my mobile
revealed a voicemail message from Chris at Decor Records. The interview was on
and my presence was requested at 6.30PM. Panic!
I arrived in good time and was able to park directly
across the road from the venue. Luck was on my side and Mark’s low pitched
growl serenaded me as I crossed the road. He was still sound checking so I
slipped in, watched and waited. The interview eventually took place whilst Mark
ate his dinner which felt rather odd, but in hindsight I think he simply wanted
it done swiftly and had engineered a position in which I’d feel awkward to
linger. After five minutes it was over and despite the crunch of poppadum and
helicopters flying overhead, playback in the car revealed some gold. Seeing
Mark eat made me realise my own hunger so I set off in search of sustenance
marvelling at the beauty of a blue sky laced with jet trails. Lines from the
song Amelia flickered like movie credits across my mind and I smiled and took
photos savouring the moment.
I was driving
across the burning desert
When I spotted six
jet planes Leaving six white vapour trails across the bleak terrain
It was the hexagram of the heavens it was the strings of my guitar
Amelia, it was just a false alarm.
Here’s a lovely performance of the song recorded on
Joni’s last ever tour in 1983 which I was lucky enough to see. She remains my
favourite female artist of all time.
As I walked I remembered the records in my bag brought along
for signing. Was it too late to turn back and try to engage with Mark once again?
I reasoned that it was a risk worth taking and retraced my steps. The worst he
could do was to tell me to fuck off and I knew he wouldn’t hesitate if so
inclined. Mark was sitting outside drinking a large glass of red wine and as I
approached he looked up. From a distance I couldn’t judge if he was annoyed or
happy but close to I was heartened to see warmth in the large brown eyes nestling
in his heavily bearded visage.
When did you leave heaven?
Why did they let you go?
How's everything in heaven?
I'd like to know
Why did you trade heaven
For these earthly things?
Where did you leave your halo?
Where did you lose your wings?
Why did they let you go?
How's everything in heaven?
I'd like to know
Why did you trade heaven
For these earthly things?
Where did you leave your halo?
Where did you lose your wings?
Our conversation was punctuated throughout by Mark’s
trademark self-deprecation and at one point he even described himself as worse
than average. I felt compelled to make the observation that an artist who’d released
18 or so studio recordings and enjoyed a career spanning decades was clearly
above average especially in a musical sea peppered with X Factor flotsam and jetsam.
As show time drew closer fans would catch sight and come over to say hello, and in an effort to bolster his China thin self-esteem I took to tapping him on the shoulder after each encounter, looking him straight in the eye and saying ‘see, they love you.’ I could see the gratitude in his eyes for their validation and their obvious joy at meeting him. One called Patrick recounted how he’d travelled from South Devon to see the show and he shook with excitement as he crouched down to speak by Mark’s chair. It was a touching moment and I offered to take a picture of the pair and email it to Patrick the next day.
It was an extremely kind gesture; thanks so much. It was a superb show and I hope to catch Mark again soon.
Mark did deliver a wonderful show and I was really blown
away by the power of his growling croon and his ability to squeeze out each
phrase with pathos and sincerity. In between songs his shyness and vulnerability
would manifest alongside his greatest defence mechanism, humour. At one point
he gently chastised the keyboard player’s attempt at strings as being ‘too
Genesis’ whilst launching into a parody of Foxtrot era Peter Gabriel. There
aren’t many performances which get across his aching power, but this one from
the Culture Show in 2010 gives you some idea and the lyrics reflect his life.
Give me back the last couple 20 years
It melted away like ice on my tongue
Melted away like all the fun
Melted away like all those who love me
Melted away like all those I put above me.
Mark is akin to Marmite and not to everyone’s taste but he does deserve recognition and some good fortune in both health and career. I really do hope that the release of ‘Don’t Be a Stranger’ brings some record sales because he cites the piece as his finest work to date and I for one can’t wait to hear it. I felt so honoured and blessed to have spent so much time with Mark and I will never forget the experience. With any luck a lasting friendship has also been born. So let’s end with some humour and a clip filmed just this month of Mark receiving career advice from Lady Gaga’s make-up artiste. Enjoy :)
It melted away like ice on my tongue
Melted away like all the fun
Melted away like all those who love me
Melted away like all those I put above me.
Mark is akin to Marmite and not to everyone’s taste but he does deserve recognition and some good fortune in both health and career. I really do hope that the release of ‘Don’t Be a Stranger’ brings some record sales because he cites the piece as his finest work to date and I for one can’t wait to hear it. I felt so honoured and blessed to have spent so much time with Mark and I will never forget the experience. With any luck a lasting friendship has also been born. So let’s end with some humour and a clip filmed just this month of Mark receiving career advice from Lady Gaga’s make-up artiste. Enjoy :)
A beautiful blog post, Harry. I'm so happy for you.
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